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I AM QUITE AWARE OF THE STATEMENT OFTEN USED,''NOTHING IS HOLY NOW.''WE WHO STILL HAVE FAITH IN OUR RELIGION KNOW EVERYTHING IS HOLY.HOW ELSE CAN WE LIVE! THE AIR WE BREATHE IS HOLY, THE NATURAL SPRING IS HOLY, CHILDBIRTH IS HOLY. JUST THINKING OF ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS NATURE PROVIDES,IS ALL HOLY.

ADD'S,FRIENDSHIPS,RATES,ALL GOOD VIBES.I'LL RETURN THEM ALL.THANK YOU,ELVISCAT

AT-ONE-MENT....ITS MESSAGE IS CLEAR AS CAN BE.ITS SAID WHEN THE ATONEMENT HAS ARRIVED GOD WILL COME AGAIN.ITS A SIMPLE MESSAGE,AND I KNOW YOUVE ALL MISSED IT.I MISSED IT FOR A LONG TIME AS WELL TOO.NO ONE TOLD ME.AND I DIDN'T READ IT ANYWHERE.IT JUST HIT ME.AND I SAW IT. AT-ONE-MENT....WHEN WE ALL BECOME ONE IN GOD,ONLY THEN WILL JESUS COME AGAIN INTO THE OUTER WORLD.BUT FIRST YOU MUST FIND HIM WITHIN YOU AND KNOW YOU ARE ONE.SO SIMPLE. ATONEMENT=AT-ONE-MENT

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XxElviscatxX
15:12 May 27 2015

EVERYTHING IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU,YOU ONLY NEED TO OPEN YOUR EYES.ITS IN EVERTHING YOU DO,AND EVERYWHERE YOU GO,THIS IS NOT NEW AGE B.S. THIS IS FACT.

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IS A HARDER ROAD WHEN YOU HAVE FOUND GOD WITHIN YOU.IT DOES NOT GET EASIER.WHY ? DOING GOOD AND DOING RIGHT ALL THE TIME IS A VERY HARD QUEST, BEING OR TRYING TO BE A SAINT IS NO EASY TASK.WHILE OTHER AVERAGE PEOPLE GO ON LIVING THE LIE THEY WERE TAUGHT,THEY LIVE IN THE OUTER,BELIVING GOD IS LOOKING AT THEM FROM ABOVE.WHEN IN REALITY GOD LIVES WITHIN YOU.YES THAT PATH IS THE EASIER PATH,THE CARE FREE PATH,.ITS HARDER TO LIVE LIFE LIKE A SAINT,AND EASIER TO BE A SINNER.BUT GOD WANTS YOU TO COME BACK TO HIM,THATS YOUR WHOLE PURPOSE IN THIS LIFE.TO BE AND KNOW THAT HE'S WITH YOU NOW.YOU CAN GO AFTER ALL YOUR DREAMS,BUT YOU MUST FIND GOD.THAT IS YOUR REAL PATH.LIFE WILL NEVER BE EASIER,BUT IT ALL MAKES SENSE.''THINK'' YOU WERE MADE TO BELIVE THAT GOD WHATEVER YOU CONCIVE HIM TO BE IS LOOKING AT YOU FROM ABOVE.THAT WHEN WE DIE WE GO UP TO HEAVEN OR GO DOWN TO HELL..THIS IS YOUR PRIESTS,REV'S & RABBI'S TELLING YOU THIS GREAT LIE.GOD IS NOT UP IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE YOU.IF GOD AND YOU ARE ''ONE'' THEN HEAVEN IS WITHIN YOU ALREADY.YES GOD IS EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE AND EVERYONE,IT STARTS WITH A THOUGHT AND A THOUGHT STARTS FROM WITHIN YOU.THE CREATIVE FORCE ''GOD'' WITHIN YOU,THE GOD POWER,THE ONLY POWER YOU WILL EVER NEED.IF YOU LIKE GOING TO CHURCH THATS OK,TO PRAY WITH OTHERS IS A VERY POWERFUL RITUAL.BUT WHILE I WAS IN CHURCH IN MY DAY.PEOPLE WERE PRAYING TO GOD IN THE OUTER.BECAUSE THATS WHAT THEY WERE TAUGHT.NO ONE EVER QUESTIONED THE OUTER CHURCH,AND IF I DID I WOULD GET A RULER TO MY HAND.PEOPLE JUST GO ALONG LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES,WELL NOT ME.I QUESTIONED IT FROM DAY ONE.AND FOUND THE REAL TRUTH.''THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS WITHIN YOU''NOT ABOVE YOU.NAMASTE' Elviscat

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XxElviscatxX
16:53 May 24 2015

MY UNCLE TOLD ME ONCE THE POPE BLESSED THE CHURCH TODAY.I SAID THE BUILDING,HE SAID YES THE BUILDING.I SAID WHY DIDN'T HE BLESS THE PEOPLE,THEY ARE GOD'S CHURCH HIS LIVING TEMPLES.''

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XxElviscatxX
03:36 May 27 2015

''THE TOUGHER THE PATH,THE GREATER THE GLORLY'' SUFFERING IS THE REAL PATH TO SALVATION,ITS HARD TO UNDERSTAND THIS.BUT IT MAKES SENSE.TO HAVE LACK OF, MEANS YOU APPRICIATE,THE THINGS YOU HAVE AND GIVE THANKS FOR THEM MORE THEN IF YOU HAD EVERYTHING.

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''LET HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE'' JESUS SAID THIS TO A GROUP OF PEOPLE WHO WERE GOING TO STONE ANOTHER PERSON.PEOPLE WHO STONE OTHER PEOPLE OR JUDGE OTHERS LIVE IN GLASS HOUSE'S,THEY THROW THERE STONES AT PEOPLES GLASS HOUSE'S WHILE THERES IS SHATTERED ALL ABOUT THEM. THERE BLIND AND HAVE LEARNED NOTHING.WERE ALL SINNERS,BETTER TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND FORGIVE,RATHER THEN SLAP THEM BACK,IF YOU JUDGE SOMEONE AND USE THE BIBLE AGAINST THEM SAYING'' YOUR GOING TO HELL'' YOUR WRONG AND YOUR THE SINNER.ONLY GOD HAS THE FINAL JUDGEMENT AND WE ALL HAVE OUR SINS THAT WILL BE JUDGED BEFORE HIM.''HOW DOES ANOTHER SINNER JUDGE ANOTHER SINNER'' IT IS NOT YOUR RIGHT.SOME PEOPLE SAY I ONLY STOLE A FEW DOLLERS WHILE THIS GUY HELD UP A BANK AND STOLE THOUSANDS OF DOLLERS.HE WILL SURLY GO TO HELL.THERE IS NO DIFFERANCE OF STEALING 1 CENT TO A TRILLION DOLLERS.STEALING IS STEALING.A ''SIN''.SO THE NEXT TIME YOU POINT YOUR FINGER AT SOMEONE ELSE,LOOK IN THE MIRROR YOUR A SINNER TOO.NAMASTE' Elviscat

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XxElviscatxX
16:04 May 22 2015

THERES THIS SONG CALLED ''HANG THEM ALL''BY TOM T HALL A COUNTRY SONG. IF YOU HANG THEM ALL YOU'LL GET THE GUILTY IF YOU HANG THEM ALL YOU CAN NOT MISS IF YOU HANG THEM ALL YOU'LL GET THE GUILTY JUST REMEMBER THERE GONNA HANG YOU TOO....!

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''MAKE YOURSELF FAMILIAR WITH THE ANGELS,AND BEHOLD THEM FREQUENTLY IN SPIRIT;FOR WITHOUT BEING SEEN,THEY ARE PRESENT WITH YOU.''

NOW THAT IVE BECOME CENTERED WITH GOD AS ''ONE''.THE NEXT STEP IS TO OPEN THE DOOR THROUGH THE UNIVERSAL MIND OR CONSCIOUSNESS AND LEARN HOW TO MANIFEST MY LIFE AND THE THINGS I WANT IN IT.EACH OF US IS AN INDIVIDUALIZATION OF UNIVERSAL MIND.''ONE''THERE IS ONLY ONE CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE UNIVERSE,THE OMNIPOTENT,OMNISCIENT,OMNIPRESENT WHICH IS GOD.AND THAT CONSCIOUSNESS IS WITHIN EVERYONE.YOU ARE NEVER SEPARATED FROM THIS CONSCIOUSNESS.UNDERSTAND.COMPLEX YET SIMPLE.SO,NOW THAT YOU HAVE THIS POWER HOW CAN I HARNESS THIS POWER WITHIN ME TO ACHIVE ALL THAT IS RIGHTFULLY MINE.IF YOU BELIVE IN GOD WHO IN FACT IS YOU ''ONE'' THEN NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.IM LEARNING THIS NOW THROUGH THE SCIENCE OF METAPYHICS'S.THE BOOK IM READING NOW IS ''THE NEW MASTER KEY SYSTEM''BY CHARLES F HAANEL.THIS HAS BEEN REVISED.FASINATING STUFF.THIS BOOK YOU HAVE TO READ SLOWLY,TO ABSORB ITS KNOWLEDGE.WE ALREADY HAVE THIS POWER IN US.SO I WILL LEARN HOW TO HARNESS THIS AWESOME POWER THAT IS YOUR BIRTH RIGHT,AS I DO,I WILL EXPLAIN FURTHER.NAMASTE' Elviscat

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XxElviscatxX
15:55 May 21 2015

GOD IS ALL CONSCIOUSNESS.WE ARE ALL ONE IN THIS CONSCIOUSNESS.WE ALL HAVE THIS GREAT POWER IN US TO MOVE MOUNTAINS.YOU HAVE THIS POWER'' NOW''.ONCE YOU HARNESS THIS GOD POWER.NO POWER CAN DEFEAT YOU.AND EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED IS ALREADY YOURS,JUST FOR THE ASKING.THE WORLD WE LIVE IN,IS A BLIND WORLD,PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT.WHILE THERE SCRAMBLING AROUND LIVING IN THE OUTER ILLUSION SUFFERING.ALL THEY NEED TO DO IS LOOK WITHIN AND LIVE THE TRUE REALITY WHICH IS THEM.

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DEVIL WORSHIPERS WHO WORSHIP EVIL,DON'T KNOW LOVE.DO YOU HONESTLY BELIVE THE DEVIL WILL REWARD YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE TO HIM.IT IS LIKE BEING BEST FRIENDS TO A MURDERER,SOONER OR LATER HE'LL STAB YOU IN THE BACK.HELL IS NOT A JOYFUL PLACE.ITS A PLACE OF PURE EVIL,SADDNESS AND GRIEF AND SUFFERING.ONCE HE HAS YOUR SOUL FOR ETERNITY ,HE WILL TURN HIS BACK ON YOU.THE DEVIL HAS MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO THEN WASTE HIS TIME ON YOU.HE NEEDS MORE SOULS FOR HIS COLLECTION.HIS POWER LIES IN ALL YOUR FEARS & PAIN.THIS IS YOUR ETERNAL FATE THAT AWAITS YOU.ONCE YOU DECIDE TO BE ON THE SIDE OF LUCIFER.YOU ARE DAMNED FOREVER.

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XxElviscatxX
17:04 May 14 2015

YOU CAN TURN YOUR FATE AROUND NOW,LOOK WITHIN YOURSELF AND SEEK GOD.

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DarkeKnight
19:11 May 14 2015

This is so right!!! Devil doesn't love or care for anyone but himself

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''YOU MUST BECOME LIKE A CHILD TO ENTER THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN'' SAID BY JESUS.WHY ?,BECAUSE A CHILD DOES NOT JUDGE,A CHILD IS PURE IN THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS.THATS PURE LOVE IN ITS PUREST FORM.WE WHO JUDGE ONE ANOTHER,WHO PUT ONE ANOTHER DOWN,NEED TO LEARN FROM A CHILD.WHO IS LEARNING WITH JOY,WITH EVERYTHING HE OR SHE SEE'S.WE WERE ALL CHILDREN TILL ARE MINDS BECAME POLLUTED AND CORRUPT.SOMEONE TOLD ME HERE THAT I NEED INTELLIGENCE WITH A DEGREE TO KNOW GOD,THAT IS SO FAR FROM THE TRUTH.ITS LIKE A RICH MAN SAYING HE WILL BUY HIS WAY INTO HEAVEN,IT IS JUST NOT POSSIBLE AND THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN,THE SIMPLEST MIND IS A MIND OF LOVE,TO KNOW GOD.IF YOUR HEART IS TRUE,IF YOU HAVE LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS THEN YOU HAVE GOD IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL, FOR GOD IS LOVE.NAMASTE' ELVISCAT

JESUS IS REAL,HE REIGNS AS GOD THE SURPREME BEING.THE FIRST TIME HE CAME TO ME WAS IN THOUGHT AND SAID TO ME'' DON'T WORRY RJP,EVERTHING WILL BE ALL RIGHT.'' THEN I OPENED MY THIRD EYE THE EYE OF KNOWLEDGE.A PYSHIC TOLD ME ONLY 30 PERCENT OF THE PEOPLE HAVE DONE WHAT YOU HAVE IN THE WORLD,GET BACK A THOUGHT FROM GOD WITHIN YOU,THEN SEE AND OPEN YOUR THIRD EYE.IM NOT BRAGGING BUT I BROKE THROUGH TO GOD AND HE ANSWERED ME.THEN ONE DAY IM WATCHING TV,AND THE MOVIE ''JESUS IS REAL'' IS ON.THIS MOVIE HAD AN EFFECT ON ME,I CAN'T EXPLAIN,ONE SCENE; THE LITTLE BOY WHO MET JESUS IS IN A HOSPITAL,HE GOES TO SEE A CANCER PATIENT WHO IS A LITTLE BOY,AND SAYS TO HIM AND HOLDS HIS HAND JESUS SAYS EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT,I WAS STUNNED AND THAT NIGHT FELL TO MY KNEES IN FAITH IN TEARS.IT DID NOT STOP THERE.THE NEXT DAY WAS MONDAY I HAD TO WORK AND DELIVER LIQUOR UPSTATE,WELL I LOADED 24 CASES OF BOO'S THAT HAD TO BE DELIVERD FOR TUESDAY BY MISTAKE. THE GUY WAS HAPPY TO GET IT EARLIER SO NO HARM DONE,FOR SOME REASON I WAS SAYING TO MYSELF'' PRAISE JESUS'' ALL DAY,WHEN I ARRIVED BACK,MY BOSS WAS SCREAMING MAD,BUT FOR SOME REASON THIS CALM WAS ALL ABOUT ME LIKE ANGELS WERE PROTECTING ME FROM THE JERK BERATING ME.I JUST LOOKED AT HIM CALMLY,IM FAR FROM CALM WHEN SOMEONES YELLING AT ME.THAT NIGHT I WAS HOME ON MY COMPUTER AND BY MISTAKE I HIT THIS BUTTON WHICH LED ME TO THIS SITE.IT SAID IN BIG BOLD LETTERS TO READ ''PSALM 34''SO I DID AND IN IT SAID TO PRAISE GOD CONTINUELY,I WAS IN TOTAL SHOCK.FROM THAT MOMENT ON I KNEW GOD WAS WITH ME ALL THE TIME,AND THAT WAS JESUS AND HIS ANGELS PROTECTING ME.IT ALL SOUNDS CRAZY BUT ITS TRUE AND HAPPENED TO ME.JESUS IS REAL AND WE ARE ''ONE''.I CAN'T PROVE ANY OF THIS TO NO ONE.BUT IT DID HAPPEN.I KNOW AND I BELIVE,WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL''THAT JESUS IS REAL''PRAISE JESUS.

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XxElviscatxX
15:05 May 12 2015

SO,WHEN SOMEONE ATTACKS ME AND SAYS SOMETHING AGAINST ME,I SHOULD TURN THE OTHER CHEEK,BUT IM NO SAINT AND STILL WORKING ON THAT ONE.BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART ''THAT JESUS IS REAL''AND THATS ENOUGH FOR ME.

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IM NOT HERE TO PREACH,IM HERE TO TELL YOU WHAT IVE LEARNED AND EXPERIANCED ALONG MY PATH.I FOUND GOD OR SHOULD I SAY GOD FOUND ME,I MADE THE EFFORT,BUT I KNOCKED ON THE DOOR AND IT OPENED.THE KEY THAT UNLOCKED THE DOOR WAS KNOWLEDGE.I LEARNED ''THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS WITHIN US ALL''.IT WASN'T SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENED IT TOOK A LONG TIME FOR ME TO FIND THIS TRUTH.KNOWING IS NOT ENOUGH,EXPERIANCE AND MANY WONDERS HAVE HAPPENED TO ME ALONG THE WAY.I HAD TO KNOW.IT HAS CHANGED ME TOTALY IN WISDOM AND TRUTH.IF I REACH OUT TO ONE SOUL,AND THAT ONE SOUL IS SAVED THROUGH WISDOM LIKE I SEARCHED FOR,THEN IVE DONE MY JOB,FOR GOD.JUST ONE SOUL.NAMASTE' Elviscat

IVE CONNECTED WITH GOD AND KNOW MY PATH,I KNOW AND LIVE THE TRUTH.I HEAR OF THE B.S ON TV PEOPLE WHO CLAIM ALIENS CAME HERE DOING FANTASIC FEATS BEFORE US BACK IN ANICENT TIMES.THESE PEOPLE ARE NON-BELIVERS IN GOD.THEY JUST DON'T GET IT.I DO BELIVE IN BEINGS FROM ANOTHER WORLDS,LIFE IS FULL OF MYSTERIES, BUT TO CONNECT ALIENS WITH GOD,CMON,I DO BELIVE WERE ALL ONE.BUT THEY MAKE CLAIMS THAT JESUS OR MOSES WERE NOT OF THIS WORLD,HOW WRONG THEY ARE.THAT IS THE GREAT DECEPTION OF EVIL THEY WANT YOU TO BELIVE.KEEP YOUR FAITH AND DON'T LISTEN TO THE IDOLIZERS.THEY WILL DRAG YOU DOWN TO THERE LEVEL AND STEAL YOUR SOUL KEEP YOUR FAITH IN GOD.GOD IS MY ROCK,MY FOUNDATION IS STRONG.NAMASTE' Elviscat.

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XxElviscatxX
01:54 May 11 2015

GOD LIVES WITHIN YOU,YOU HAVE GREAT POWER IF YOU TRULEY BELIVE THIS SO.ITS NOT ABOUT MONEY,GOD CAN CARE LESS ABOUT MONEY,YOU CAN'T SERVE GOD OR MAMMOM WHICH MEANS YOU CAN'T SERVE GOD AND MONEY.GOD HAS NO USE FOR MONEY IN THE SPRITUAL REALM.IT IS ONLY IN THE MATERIAL REALM WE USE IT.DON'T BELIVE THE NON BELIVERS,DON'Y LISTEN TO THERE STUPIDITY.THEY HAVE NO FAITH.

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IT MAKES ME MAD HOW PEOPLE CAN BLAME GOD FOR ALL THE MISFORTUNE'S IN THE WORLD,BABIES DIEING,MURDERS,PEOPLE STARIVING,WARS,HATRED ACROSS THE WORLD.PEOPLE SAY WHERE IS GOD IN ALL THIS CHAOS,WHY DON'T HE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.WHAT ARE YOU DOING ABOUT IT?,EVERYBODY JUST COMPLAINS,AND WANTS EVERYBODY ELSE TO FIX IT.I ALWAYS SAY WHO'S EVERYBODY ELSE.IT HAS TO START WITH YOU.I TOLD YOU BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN,IF GOD FIXED EVERYTHING,WE WOULD BE LIKE SCREAMING BABIES WANTING MORE AND MORE.GOD HAS GIVIN US DOMAIN OF EARTH.HE HAS GIVIN US ''FREEWILL''TO CHOOSE RIGHT FROM WRONG,AND TO HELP ONE ANOTHER WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.WE ARE NOT ROBOTS,WE ARE HUMAN.WE LIVE IN THE HUMAN CONDITION THE ILLUSION,YOU ARE SPIRIT THE ONLY REALITY.THERE WILL ALWAYS BE PEOPLE WHO ARE BAD SEEDS.THAT IS THERE CHOICE CALLED ''FREEWILL''.GOD NEVER LEAVES US HE LIVES WITHIN ALL OF US ''ONE'' GOD KNOWS ALL THATS HAPPENING,HE DEPENDS ON US THROUGH HIM TO FIX IT.AND OUR FAITH IN HIM HELPS TO BRING ON THOSE MIRCLES HAPPENING RIGHT NOW,THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE IT GOING ON.GOD WANTS US TO COME TOGETHER.ITS FUNNY WHEN THERES AN EARTHQUAKE ,TORNADOS,OR SOME NATURAL DISASTER,PEOPLE COME TOGETHER AND HELP ONE ANOTHER WHEN DESTRUCTION COMES.WHEN ALL IS CALM,WE ATTACK ONE ANOTHER PUT PEOPLE DOWN BECAUSE OF RACE,MURDER ONE ANOTHER.AND THEN YOU BLAME GOD.ITS TRUE.AND INSANE AT THE SAME TIME.LOVE IS THE ANSWER AND ITS UP TO US AS A PEOPLE TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.NAMASTE' Elviscat

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XxElviscatxX
01:30 May 11 2015

GOD GAVE YOU FREEWILL TO LOVE OR HATE ONE ANOTHER.WHEN THE FLESH DIES YOU WILL BE JUDGED ON YOUR DEEDS,YOU DECIDE YOUR OWN FATE,IF YOU WERE A GOOD PERSON HEAVEN IS WHERE YOULL REMAIN,IF YOUVE BEEN EVIL ALL YOUR LIFE,THEN HELL IS WHERE YOULL BE,ITS ALL UP TO YOU.ETERNITY IS FOREVER SO CHOOSE WISELY.GOD IS HIGHLY COMPLEX,YOU CAN NEVER FATHOM GOD IN YOUR SIMPLE MERE THINKING.SO NO MATTER HOW IN YOUR SMALL MINE YOU TRY TO FIND THE TRUTH IN YOUR FEEBLE MIND,IT WILL NEVER COMPARE TO GODS.A TOTAL IMPOSSIBLTY.GOD MADE GENUIS'S LIKE ALBERT EINSTEIN,AND EVEN HE CAN NEVER MATCH GOD'S WHY OF THINKING,SO HOW CAN YOU.

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HE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME,MY PATH WAS LONG IN THIS ILLUSION OF UNCERTAINTY,I FOUND GOD WITHIN ME,BUT NOT IN CATHOLIC SCHOOL,THERE I WAS TAUGHT ONLY FEAR.I LEARNED ABOUT GOD THROUGH THE TIBETEN MONKS,THAT THE DIVINE GOD LIVES WITH EACH OF US MAKING US ALL ONE IN THE SAME.THROUGH MEDITATION IVE CONNECTED WITH GOD,AND HE REPLYED THROUGH ME IN THOUGHT ''DON'T WORRY EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT''SAYING MY NAME FIRST.THIS WAS OF COURSE AFTER READING ''THE IMPERSONEL LIFE''THEN A MOVIE CAME OUT CALLED ''THE RAZORS EDGE''PLAYED BY BILL MURRAY A REMAKE.THIS MOVIE IS MY FAVORITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME.ITS ABOUT A MAN WHO SEARCH'S TO FIND GOD,HE JUST HAS TOO KNOW,IT TAKES HIM TO THE MOUNTAINS OF TIBET,WHERE IN ONE SCENE THE MONKS SAY GO SIT ON A HILL,BUILD A FIRE AND READ THESE BOOKS.WHICH HE DOES,NOW IM IN THE THEATER WATCHING INTENTSLY,AND IM WITH A DATE.AS BILL WHO IN THE MOVIE IS LARRY DARRYL IS READING,SOMETHING CLICKS INSIDE OF ME AND I JUMP UP AND SAY ALOUD ''YOU CAN'T FIND GOD IN A BOOK''THEN IN THE MOVIE LARRY DARRYL SAYS WITH JOY IN HIS HEART ''YOU CAN'T FIND GOD IN A BOOK.HE LIVES WITHIN YOU'' AND MY DATE SAYS TO ME HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THIS STUFF.I TOLD HER JUST WATCH THE MOVIE.THE ONLY DIFFERANCE BETWEEN LARRY DARRYL AND ME IS LARRY TRAVELED THE WORLD TO FIND GOD,I ONLY READ BOOKS.BUT EITHER WAY GOD WAS ALWAYS WITH ME,''WITHIN ME''.I WAS LOOKING OUTSIDE OF MYSELF.BUT SEEING OTHER PEOPLE AND KNOWING I AM ONE WITH ALL MADE ME SEE GOD IN THEM TOO.SWEARING AT YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IS DIRECTLY SWEARING AT GOD,YOU ARE GIVING GOD THE FINGER WHEN YOU DO IT.WHY,BECAUSE WERE ALL ONE.MY JOURNEY IS LONG AND COMPLEX AND SIMPLE IN FINDING GOD,IM ONLY GIVING YOU A GLIMPSE OF MY SPIRITUAL LIFE.MY ROAD BACK TO JESUS PART TWO.

WHEN I GOT OLDER AND IN MY TEENS I WAS A REAL REBEL IN MY LIFE,I WAS ROWDY WOULD GET HIGH,AND DID DRUGS AND PARTY'D HARD.SO I KNOW WHERE YOUR ALL COMING FROM.MY HAIR WAS DOWN MY BACK AND I PLAYED IN A SOUTHERN ROCK BAND AND JAMED,I WAS LEAN AND MEAN AND SMOKED MARLBRO LIGHTS AT THE TIME.HELL I WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ANYONE.DAD WAITED FOR ME,TO GROW UP AND GET WISER,AND GOD WHO I SHUNNED AT THE TIME WAS WAITING FOR ME AS WELL.BUT SOMEHOW ALL THAT PASSED AND HERE I AM TODAY,SO WHEN SOMEONE SAYS TO ME QUIT YOUR BABBLING,I LAUGH IT OFF BECAUSE I WAS JUST LIKE YOU.IVE BEEN THERE DONE THAT'I STILL SMOKE THE HERB NOW AND THEN,I STILL ROCK AND PARTY,I LIKE HARLEY DAVIDSON & INDIAN MOTORCYCLES,TRUCKS,WHISKEY AND BEER.MY REBEL DAYS ARE OVER.I STILL DO MOST THINGS I DID BACK THEN,JUST MORE CONSERVATIVLY LOL.SO WHEN SOME YOUNG PUNK IN A BAR SAYS SOMETHING TO ME,I IGNORE HIM,IF THAT DON'T WORK,WELL I TRY TO AVOID IT AND IF THAT DON'T WORK.ITS CALLED ATTITUDE AJUSTMENT.BUT BASICALLY I HAVENT THE TIME FOR KID GAMES,SO BETTER TO MOVE ON.IVE SEEN ALL THE COOL BANDS LIVE GROWING UP.I KNOW THE SCORE YOU THINK YOU KNOW,BUT YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW YOUR STILL LEARNING AND THATS COOL,WHEN YOU GET OLDER YOU CHANGE,HOW YOU THINK CHANGES,HOW YOU ACT,EVERYTHING CHANGES YOU'LL SEE.THEN ONE DAY WHEN YOU GET OLDER AND THE NEXT GENERATION COMES INTO PLAY,THEY WILL TELL YOU YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL YOUR TALKING ABOUT.BUT YOU WILL KNOW AND LAUGH ABOUT IT.WE ARE REALLY ALL THE SAME,WE ARE ALL ''ONE'' .NOTHING REALLY MATTERS,EXCEPT THAT WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER.LIFE IS AWESOME.!

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XxElviscatxX
02:24 May 08 2015

ONE GENERATION TO THE NEXT,ITS CALLED ''THE GENERATION GAP''BUT REALLY ALL IT IS A=IS A CYCLE.WE ALL DO THE SAME THINGS,THE 1920',30'S 40'S 50'S THE 50'S WERE THE BEGINNING OF THE REBEL YEARS AND THEN THE 1960'S EXPLODED,AND SEX DRUGS ANG ROCK & ROLL WERE IN.THE 70'S 80'S 90'S ALL THE WAY TILL NOW KIDS ARE REBELLIOUS EVEN MORE SO.WITH RAP & HIP HOP.BUT REALLY ITS ALL THE SAME,THE BABY BOOMERS ARE OLDER AND THE NEXT SET OF NEW TEENS TAKES OVER.WHAT NEW MUSIC I S COMMING.IM JUST WISER IN THIS THIS WORLD OF TOTAL EXPRESSION.

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Dakotah
04:42 May 08 2015

I can relate to this. I rebelled too. Was in a gang. Did drugs. landed in jail... Now that I have my head on straight I focus on helping kids with my experiences in hopes they do not make the stupid mistakes I did. Creator gave me an eye opener when I was in Jail. Life is awesome now and we MUST love one another.

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XxElviscatxX
15:36 May 08 2015

THANK YOU DAKOTAH,MY BROTHER.

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I BELIVE JESUS WILL SEE ME THROUGH,ALL OF MY TRIALS AND TESTS IM GOING THROUGH NOW.I STILL HAVE NOT FOUND A JOB,BUT IVE CONNECTED AND GOT CLOSER TO GOD.MONEY IS TIGHT.AND YES IVE BEEN BLESSED INTO A FAMILY WHERE IM ALWAYS SUPPORTED,AND MOM TAKES CARE OF THINGS THANKS TO DAD.SO I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR MY PARENTS.DAD IS GONE BUT GOD AND MOM HELP ME.WITH MONEY NEEDED,IF I NEED IT.THOUGH I REALLY ASK FOR IT.UNEMPLOYMENT PAYS LITTLE BUT PAYS MY BILLS.MOM HELPS OUT.IN MY SOLICE,AND WITH SO MUCH FREE TIME ON MY HANDS,I NOW WORK OUT SIX DAYS A WEEK.WHICH I NEVER DID.I ALSO CHERISH THESE MOMENTS IN MY LIFE,AND DON'T CARE WHAT JOB I HAVE TO DO,JUST AS LONG AS I GET A PAYCHECK.IVE BECOME MORE THANKFUL IN MY LIFE JUST FOR WHAT I HAVE,IM CONTENT.AND HAVE NO MONEY.YES I KNOW WHEN MOM PASSES YEAH I GET IT ALL.THATS TRUE.BUT FOR SOME REASON THAT DON.T PHASE ME.ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO FIND AND CONNECT WITH GOD WHICH LED ME BACK TO ''JESUS''.AND I DID IT.JESUS IS ALL I NEED,AND HE DID TELL ME IN THOUGHT ''THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALRIGHT'' AND IT IS.I REMEMBER I HAD BILLS DUE THE FOLLOWING WEEK WITH NOT ENOUGH MONEY TO COVER THEM.I DOUBTED GOD,BUT SOMEHOW THE MONEY SHOWED UP AND I GOT IT PAID.I ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS IN DOUBTING HIM,I NEVER AGAIN WILL THAT HAPPEN AGAIN I KNOW WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT THE RIGHT JOB WILL COME ABOUT,AND THATS WHERE JESUS WANTS ME TO BE.THERES THIS SONG BY ELVIS PRESLEY CALLED ''I GOT CONFIDENCE''IN IT IT SAYS 'IVE GOT CONFIDENCE GOD IS GONNA SEE ME THROUGH NO MATTER WHAT THE CASE MAY BE GOD IS GONNA FIX IT FOR ME.'' THATS FAITH IN HIM AND I BELIVE HE WILL FIX IT ALL''.PRAISE JESUS''!

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XxElviscatxX
16:00 May 06 2015

JESUS IS REAL,HE IS AN ABSOLUTE FACT,I KNOW FOR SURE FIRST HAND. I SEEKED HIM AND FOUND HIM AND HE'S ANSWERD BE COUNTLESS TIMES,IM NOT BRAGGING IM HUMBLE TO WHAT IVE LEARNED FINDING HIM WITHIN ME.GOD CAME TO EARTH AS A MAN CALLED ''JESUS'' THATS THE SIMPLE FACT ''ONE'' JUST LIKE YOU AND ME,''ONE''.HE COMES TO ME BECAUSE I BELIVE IN HIM HEART AND SOUL. LOOK WITHIN YOURSELVES HE'S THERE WAITING FOR YOU.

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XxElviscatxX
16:31 May 06 2015

ELVIS-''IVE GOT CONFIDENCE'' A GOSPEL SONG

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BALTIMORE-MY TAKE ON THIS SUBJECT.WHY IS EVERYONE PROTECTING THE GUY THAT WAS KILLED,YOUR CONDEMING THE POLICE,WHY ? THE GUY WHO WAS KILLED WAS A COVICTED FELON,A DRUG DEALER,HE DECIDED HIS FATE.THIS GUY HAD A RAP SHEET A MILE LONG,FOR ROBBERY,ASSUALT,SELLING DRUGS,GUNS,AND OTHER CRIMES AGAINST US ALL AND GOD.THIS GUY WOULD STAB YOU IN THE BACK IF GIVEN THE CHANCE,AND YOU DEFEND HIM,BUT NOT THE POLICE.I JUST DON'T GET IT.I KNOW SOME POLICE ARE BAD,BUT WERE ALL SINNERS TO SOME EXTENT,I KNOW SOME OF THEM DESERVE TO GO TO JAIL FOR THERE BRUTALITY AND THERE COVER UPS AND CORRUPTION.YES I KNOW THIS.BUT MOST ARE GOOD POLICE OFFICERS DOING THERE JOBS PROTECTING US.RISKING THERE LIVES FOR YOU AND ME.IVE SAID THIS BEFORE,ONE DAY THERE GOING TO PROTEST AND PUT THERE SHIELDS DOWN FOR A WEEK OR MORE,THEN YOUR GOING TO BEG FOR THERE RETURN AND LET THEM DO THERE JOBS WITHOUT RIDICULE.THE CRIME WILL BE SO HIGH,YOULL HAVE TO STAY HOME WITH YOUR DOORS LOCKED.WILL YOU PROTCT THE CRIMMINALS THEN,WHEN THERE ATTACKING YOU.I SAY IF YOU DO THE CRIME THEN YOU DO THE TIME.THEY MADE THERE BED NOW LIE IN IT.SO WHY ARE YOU PROTECTING AND STANDING UP FOR PEOPLE WHO DO EVIL.I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT VAN,NO ONE DOES.BUT I STLL DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN JUDGE THESE OFFICERS WHO WERE DOING THERE JOB TO GET THIS FELON OFF THE STREETS PROTECTING THE CITIZENS OF BALTIMORE.WHEN YOU CONDEM THEM YOU CONDEM YOURSELVES.THROWING STONES AT GLASS HOUSE'S ONLY GETS STONES THROWN BACK AT YOURS.OPEN YOUR EYES PEOPLE.

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XxElviscatxX
16:07 May 05 2015

THE MEDIA EXPLOITS EVERYTHING,THEY BLOW IT OUT OF ALL THATS THE REAL TRUTH,THEY DON'T CARE WHO THEY HURT IN THE PROCESS.THESE OFFICERS HAVE LIVES AND FAMILY.YET YOUR READY TO LOCK THEM UP.THROW AWAY THE KEY.WHO'S THE REAL CRIMMINAL HERE ?

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Amenthewick
16:09 May 05 2015

Well unite for whats right for we will remember why we are here....the media is foregin infulenced anyways

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Amenthewick
16:13 May 05 2015

We gotta work on the system better. Good people are getting dragged down everyday. Don't turn off the cop car GPS and make it look like a sucide over used stuff at a pawn shop. Thats all I'm saying

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XxElviscatxX
16:16 May 05 2015

AND REV AL FEEDS THE FIRE OF HATE AND RACISM,HE'S A CHARLETON,A SHEEP IN WOLFS CLOTHING.JESUS IS ABOUT LOVE,BUT HE CALLS HIMSELF A REV. A MAN OF GOD,YET HE STANDS AGAINST THE VERY FABRIC OF JESUS' TEACHINGS ''LOVE''.I WOULD HATE TO BE IN HIS SHOES WHEN HE'S KNEELING BEFORE GOD,IF HE EVEN GETS THAT FAR TO BEGIN WITH.

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XxElviscatxX
16:21 May 05 2015

AMENTHEWICK,I AGREE,THANKS FOR THE COMMENT.

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ARE THE WAY I SEE THINGS,BUT I THIRSTED FOR IT,AND HAD TO KNOW WHY IM HERE.GOD SPOKE TO ME IN THOUGHT,AND SHOWED ME THE WAY.HE HAS COME TO ME IN OTHER WAYS,AND PROVED TO ME HE IS REAL.I NEVER HAD TO SEE IT TO BELIVE IN HIM.BUT HE SHOWED ME ANYWAY.SO WHILE OTHERS SAY TO ME,YEAH ALRIGHT SURE YOU DID.I KNOW HE DID.I CAN'T PROVE IT TO YOU.AND IF I COULD I WOULDN'T ANYWAY.THATS YOUR ROAD TO FIND OUT,AND THATS UP TO YOU.BECAUSE KNOWLEDGE IS LEARNING ALONG THE WAY.JESUS IS REAL,YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO TO A CHURCH TO FIND HIM.YOU ARE THE CHURCH,THE TEMPLE OF GOD.YOU CAN PRAY TO HIM IN PRIVATE,RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE NOW.SO SIMPLE. PEACE TO ALL,Elviscat

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XxElviscatxX
21:08 May 04 2015

SOME PEOPLE BELIVE IN GOD SOME DON'T,SOME SAY,WHO IM I TO SAY,IF YOU BELIVE,YOUR ON THE WAY TO SALVATION,TO THE REST I SAY,LAUGH NOW PAY THE PRICE LATER,AND YOU WILL, YOUR KARMA WILL RETURN TO YOU 20 FOLD.PREPARE YOURSELF IN THIS LIFE.BECAUSE YOU WANT TO STAY IN THAT AWESOME PLACE YOUR IN NOW CALLED HEAVEN.DON'T SHUN GOD'S LOVE FOR YOU,EMBRACE IT.DON'T BE LEFT OUT.

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I WAS RAISED A CATHOLIC,WENT TO A STRICT CATHOLIC SCHOOL,AND DIDN'T BELIVE IN GOD,I WAS FORCED TO GO BY MY PARENTS,AND HATED EVERY MINUTE OF IT,SUNDAY CAME AND I HAD TO GO TO CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY WITH MY PARENTS,I SAT THERE AND QUIETLY SAID GOD IF YOUR THERE PROVE IT TO ME.FOR TO THIS DAY CHURCH IS BORING,IM NOT GOING TO LIE I DON'T LIKE IT.RELIGION AND ME,THE PRIESTS WHO SAY YOUR GOING TO HELL AND THIS AND THAT DROVE ME INSANE.EVEN JESUS WAS AGAINST THE CHURCH,WHY BECAUSE WERE ALL SINNERS EVEN PRIESTS.THEY TAUGHT ME GOD WAS UP THERE IN HEAVEN,I'D SAY UP WHERE,AND THEY'D SAY QUIET AND GIVE ME A BORING BOOK ON THE SUBJECT.WHEN ALL ALONG GOD WAS WITHIN ME,I NEVER BELIVED GOD IS UP THERE,GOD IS EVERYWHERE BUT TO FIND HIM YOU MUST LOOK WITHIN YOURSELF.SOMETHING THEY DIDN'T TEACH.BECAUSE REALLY IN THIS GRAND ILLUSION THERE ARE NO RELIGIONS WERE ALL ONE,THERES ONLY GOD.IN THE BEGINING WE NEEDED RELIGIONS,BUT WERE ALL CONNECTED TO THE SAME GOD ANYWAY.YOU ARE THE TEMPLE OF GOD AND TO CONNECT WITH HIM YOU CAN DO IT IN YOUR OWN ROOM.IN YOUR OWN WAY.JUST NOT ALOUD.''BE STILL KNOW I AM GOD''GOD NEVER LEAVES YOU HE'S WITH YOU ALL THE TIME.THE ONLY THING I LEARNED IN CATHOLIC SCHOOL WAS FEAR,BECAUSE BACK THEN THEY'D SLAP YOUR HAND WITH A RULER.THERE RULES WERE PURE FEAR.THESE PRIESTS AND BAD NUNS,AND I MEAN REAL MEAN NUNS,WEREN'T PREACHING LOVE.JUST FEAR AND HATE,SO I DISLIKED CATHOLIC SCHOOL.YES I LEARNED ALL ABOUT JESUS BUT WITH A RULER TO MY HAND.AND JESUS WAS ABOUT LOVE.IT JUST BLEW MY MIND,4 YEARS OF CATHOLIC SCHOOL,WHEN I TURNED 16,I DECIDED I HAD ENOUGH,SO FATHER WILLIAMS CALLS ME UP AND SAYS SIGN UP FOR TWO MORE YEARS,I TOLD HIM NO MY MINDS MADE UP,SO THE PRIEST CALLS MY FOLKS UP,MY FATHER SAYS ITS UP TO MY SON.SO FATHER WILLIAMS CALLS AGAIN AND AGAIN I SAY NO,THIS WAS A PAIN BUT I SAID NO TILL HE SLAMMED THE PHONE DOWN AND CUTS ME OFF.THIS WAS CATHOLIC SCHOOL.THESE TEACHERS OF PRIESTS AND NUNS TO ME SHOULD HAVE CHECKED IN TO A LOONEY BIN.IM GLAD THOSE DAYS ARE BEHIND ME.

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XxElviscatxX
14:47 May 27 2015

ONCE I WAS AT THE WATER FOUNTAIN GETTING A SIP OF WATER,YOU HAD TO HAVE A PASS CARD FOR THAT.WELL,MY PASS CARD WAS USELESS THAT DAY AS MEAN SISTER CHARLES WAS WALKING MY WAY.SHE GRABS ME BY MY WHITE DRESS SHIRT AND RIPS IT FROM MY BODY TOTALLY OFF.SHE SAYS PUT OUT YOU HAND,I REFUSED AND YELLS AT ME TO GO BACK TO CLASS,NOW FOR A YOUNG BOY I WAS TOTALLY HUMILATED SITTING MYSELF BACK DOWN IN CLASS WITH NO SHIRT ON.THE TEACHER WHO WAS A NUN SAYS WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU ?.I SAID,SISTER CHARLES.EVEN SHE BACKED OFF.WHEN MENTIONING THIS BITCH'S NAME.

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XxElviscatxX
14:55 May 27 2015

AFTER RETURNING HOME THAT DAY,MOM & DAD WERE PISSED OFF BY WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.DAD AND ME HEAD BACK TO SAINT GREGORY'S SCHOOL.WHEN WE DID SISTER CHARLES AND FATHER WILLIAMS WERE IN THE OFFICE,AND DAD SAYS TO SISTER CHARLES IN A STERN VOICE.''IF YOU EVER LAY A HAND ON MY SON AGAIN YOULL DEAL WITH ME PERSONALLY.AND HE HAS THE RIGHT TO RIP THAT BLACK DRESS OFF YOUR BODY.WELL FROM THAT DAY FOURTH SISTER BITCH CHARLES NEVER BOTHERED ME AGAIN,I KNOW IN HER TWISTED LITTLE MIND SHE WANTED TO,BUT DAD PUT THE FEAR OF GOD IN HER,LOL.I MISS DAD,HE WAS THE COOLEST.OH AND DAD MADE THEM PAY FOR A NEW SHIRT.

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I BLESS AND SEAL YOU IN THE NAME OF THE COSMIC CHRIST IN THE INTERIOR TEMPLE OF YOUR BEING. MAY YOU DWELL THERE IN THE THE HOUSE OF GOD FOREVER.AMEN!

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XxElviscatxX
15:14 May 01 2015

MY MONTHLY BLESSING.

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Amenthewick
16:11 May 05 2015

Thank you sir and to you too.

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